I am sorry that I cannot be the person you can count on while you are in the deepest pain. I want to help you but my own disease drags me down. I am. sorry.
Don’t get me wrong.
I am just stepping back to take care of you more after I’m back on track..
Not abandon you behind…
Please remember that I was, am and will be always your oppa.
Please take care of yourself and hope we can talk soon. I will do the same as you asked.
PS: I know you cannot even listen those songs but when you are able to, I would recommend Remedy by Adele. You probably already knew the song but this song reminds you a lot.