It was beautiful, sunny Sunday with pollution. Enough sun ray and breeze.
39th day, feel like I am stuck. Need to name this “total give up” feeling as new friend. Welcome my friend and I will treat you well so that I can get over you agin.
Atypical journey continues. Good day here and bad day there. Quite natrual and I am now used to it. In positive note, even if it’s sometimes hard and burst into tears from time to time. It’s been building my mental muscle.
Stronger I become, more stable I will be. Eventually become a good listener and make everyone’s life easy.