Past 3 weeks since treatment started, today is the best day so far.
Morning ritual – setting up 2 things that would make me happy – was not difficult at all. As all excitement were already there.
But far more than just 2 things –
Starting from the station, on the way to the work, coming back, taking a nap like old days and enjoying food with joy and laugh.. and walk to the subway station.
All the old memories came back and realized again that it is huge difference… whether life is with R or no R.
Homework I must do this Friday and by next week is to find a way to make sure R is not falling from the cliff. Maintain this peace and joy without discouragements, disappointments and so forth.
Both of us are fighting against illness and we will win this wave, together hand in hand.