I shouldn’t come to this country full of memories and full of stress. I was not ready. This wrong concept about helping others because they need me was totally wrong.
Only thing I heard was negative stuff after coming here and those who stands with me are a few.
It was my decision and again it is me to blame.
I have been suffering long time and it was started from this country anyways.
All the glory has been gone and only thing left is grudge and regret.