Regret

I shouldn’t come to this country full of memories and full of stress. I was not ready. This wrong concept about helping others because they need me was totally wrong.

Only thing I heard was negative stuff after coming here and those who stands with me are a few.

Well.

It was my decision and again it is me to blame.

I have been suffering long time and it was started from this country anyways.

All the glory has been gone and only thing left is grudge and regret.

 

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2 thoughts on “Regret

  1. “This wrong concept about helping others because they need me was totally wrong.”
    Totally agree with you. I have been helping someone and just got hurt. It was my decision so I am not blaming anyone but time to walk away..

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    1. Hurting each other too much and I am not blaming you at all. I demanded too much and I betrayed all the time. Starting from June 12, it was me living a dream and I agreed that it’s time wake up.

      You think blocking is waking away but this hurts a lot too. But that’s okay cause emotional suffering is quite chronic to me and I will live with it.

      Protecting oneself is only thing important. You are walking away to protect yourself and I respect that. I should have done that too.

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