It’s been a while watching a movie in a proper movie theater during work days, especially in the afternoon. Having relaxing time at less crowded place felt great.
More over, this reminds my old memories I have forgotten about.
How often I had a good time with friends with diversified backgrounds. Hearing and sharing stories of other’s life, reading a book or talking about a movie over a cup of coffee or tea was something I forgot about.
At certain point, I have been excluding myself from this. Maybe from external reasons and also from my internal problems. Instead, I spend more time just staying in the room, keep watching movie or reading a book, avoiding meeting others, obviously not a healthy way of life.
It’s like a ghost in a shell. Locked in myself, just worrying about others, while I am missing out what other’s are doing. Then, blaming others that they have a life but I don’t.
It’s time to break the shell and get more proactive towards the world. And set me free.
And, stay away from alcohol…