Something I really wanted to avoid and not easy was admitting that I am having the drinking problem.
Yes. I have the problem and it is damaging to others.
As from the Economist article, Alcohol is the most harmful drugs.
And my score is 23. A score between 19 and 40 suggests dangerous drinking and possible physical dependence. Considering a major change is recommended.
The mix of my disease and alcohol suicidal. As R said, I will end up in misery.
So, here are the starting point. Time to bring out CBA worksheet.
May the force be with me.