After long hours of introspection past week, finally realized the root cause of problem. The problem that have caused lots of people, including the most important one to hurt and worried.
“Self focused and unfounded arrogance” totally have reigned on me and blinded me for long time.
Time to fix and move forward….
Remember 2016 early days…and remember I have to be continuously aware of the balance.
God, give me grace to accept with serenity
the things that cannot be changed,
Courage to change the things
which should be changed,
and the Wisdom to distinguish
the one from the other.
Living one day at a time,
Enjoying one moment at a time,
Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace,
Taking, as Jesus did,
This sinful world as it is,
Not as I would have it,
Trusting that You will make all things right,
If I surrender to Your will,
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life,
And supremely happy with You forever in the next.